| College starting |
[Aug. 17th, 2005|01:31 pm] |
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| | Rescue Me theme song | ] |
So I am now going to FAU. I am taking college writing world geography level 2 german marching band and college algerbra. I just did my marching band audition so thats all cool. Well i dont have much to say about college. I now have 2 jobs instead of just my apple job. I just got asked to be a supervisor over at crabtree and evelyn. I get 50 percent off so let me know if you want me to get you something there. Well lets see i decided to major in geology. Also to all who are reading my LJ I am having a bday party for simon (my boyfriend) its going to be at fudruckers. Call me up if you want to come its going to be small and my moms baking a cake so it will be fun. if you forgot my number is 954 785 9443. Well gotta go talk to you guys later |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 14th, 2005|08:00 pm] |
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ok so apparently a plane crashed like right by my house. Does anyone know anymore about it? |
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| june 21st |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|09:33 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
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| | One More Time- Daft Punk | ] |
So if you havent heard already im moving back to Florida with my german boyfriend Simon. i have a flight book already for the 21st. So if you want to hang or whatever i am finally going to be coming back home. Also I want to set up a beach trip once the weather clears up in florida so give me a call when you want to hang. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 24th, 2005|03:51 pm] |
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| |  hyper | ] |
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| | Wannabe-Spice Girls | ] |
yea so I am starting a weight lose program cuz i just found out i weigh almost as much as i did in junior high when i was really depressed. Sooo i started doing my belly dancing videos and lost like 3 pounds in a week. How awesome. OK so i like talked to my mom about trying to go back into modeling since i really like it and all you have to do is smile in front of a camera and i really dont want to have a desk job when i get out of college so i am also thinking of becomeing a personal trainer. Especially since i would just have to wear shorts all the time and no fucking suits. :P ok so I actually am in a good mood for once. Feels weird been kinda blah lately do to everything being in german. Just gets to you after awhile. But my totally awesome boyfriend bought me a little tv and vcr so i can watch my videos i recorded when i was in florida. I mean it was awesome. He isnt working at the moment so that is like some serious bucks. Like 180 euros all together. I love him. Anyways i know i like post once a month. bah dont have much to say. Well if you are going to FAU say hi to my mom. She went back to school and i am really proud of her. For those that knew me in high school know that i had a hard time with my mom being sick. Well she is doing like a bizillion times better and we have a much better relationship now. Well anyways eh i got nothing lol bye |
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| florida |
[Feb. 25th, 2005|09:13 pm] |
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| | good | ] |
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| | schnee schna snupie | ] |
yea i am going to be in florida on the 1st of march so if you wanna hang let me know. I havent been doing much just playing myst games. Dude i played myst exile in a day. That kinda ticked me off. Revelation was cool tho it had more story this time kinda connected things together a bit more. I want to play the first myst now because i havent played that thing in a long long long long ass time. Maybe i will even play riven for the billionth time over because i didnt really pay attention to the story that much last time. ok well anyways since no one cares about my latest game playing i will catch ya guys later. |
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| Damn SAT |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|02:08 am] |
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| |  stressed | ] |
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| | Call On Me - Eric Prydz | ] |
Ugh well i just took the pretest for this bloody test. Guess what they changed the gradeing system so I dont know what the fuck i got so i kinda tried to convert it what i came up with was a 1060. But that was without studying no school for a year and it is harder now. So i justified that hopefully i bring that score up by march so this test wont be worth nothing. Eh whatever least I will have that it is harder on my side.
Fucking Test. Did you know SAT doesnt mean anything. It used to mean Scholastic Aptitude Test but they just got rid of all that together and it just means S-A-T how fucked up is that.
Tell me if you are taking the NEW SAT maybe i can get some study tips |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 1st, 2005|12:25 pm] |
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| |  bitchy | ] |
So yea this has been kind of a shitty week. I found out yesturday that my grandpa is having heart problems and is going into the hospital. Also i found out my cat has arthritus and that my mom got a compression fracture in her back.
Well I figure this stuff I can live with but I am despretly looking for a place to live and where the hell money is going to come from. I called my dad about money for college and he said he wasn´t sure if i will go through with my plans of college. WTF does he want from me I am retaking the SAT and ACT I called westminster and pompano to have them send me my transcripts. I found and college and I am taking a trip over there to check out my course schedule. I am looking for jobs and an apartment. I mean wtf else do i have to do.
My dad is just really pissing me off. I really just want respect from my dad and he just wont give it to me. He likes my sister and my cousins more then me I already can tell that. And he was supposed to come out and visit me but when my sister went back to california from london all the sudden he doesnt want to come to germany
what a load of crap well thats enough of me ranting. |
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| horse back ridding |
[Jan. 14th, 2005|01:19 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
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| | Call On Me - Eric Prydz | ] |
Hey people I wont be here til sunday night I am going to france for the weekend. hah kinda ironic since I FUCKING HATED MY FRENCH CLASS. GO TO HELL PELEGRINO WHORE. Damn ok had to get that out. Man i hated that teacher. She tried to give me a hug at graduation and I walked right past her. hehe. O well I am going there to go ride horses so that will be cool. woot
see you biatches later :) |
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| hah im posting again |
[Jan. 10th, 2005|01:39 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
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| | idk | ] |
You know what I currently realized today. I miss a lot of my friends from WA. I know I was really unhappy there but that was like this whole mental thing on my part. heh O well for those who care I finally got better and I am not as mental as I was in like the 7th grade.
Well on a lighter note I decided to become a nurse. I am thinking maybe critcal care or something. It kinda suits me since my mom was in the hospital all that time and I like helping people. I am going to move to London with Simon to do that. Thank god some english environment soon. I love it here in germany but sometimes not knowing what the crap is going on really gets to me.
O yea I had a birthday like 6 days ago. woot big deal. heh after 18 birthdays are kinda blah.... but it was nice my mom was here and everything and I went to the zoo a few days after that. and like omg I saw a snow leopard I have never seen one white. It was cool.
So anyways enough of my boring post I realized that I hadnt posted in forever lol I was so busy reading and posting in other peoples I forgot I had to update my own :P |
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| halt die klappe |
[Dec. 15th, 2004|02:39 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
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| | Love Bites- QED | ] |
yes the first words I learned in german were halt die klappe aka shut up.
So anyways yea been a fucking long ass time since I posted. Well things are patched up between my mom and me and now my dad is acting like a bitch.... O well as long as he gives me stuff for christmas I dont care. Well my german classes are weird as hell. Most of the people are from turkey and russia. And I learn faster then they do. (restrains urge to make fun of foreigners) (damnit I still cant believe I am a foreigner) I feel like Fez. At least he could speak english in america.
Blah okay sounding emo. Well I saw that anaconda movie last night. It was pretty cool but lacked action. Also alien vs predator rocked. OK i dont know when the fuck movies come out in america but these movies just came here. O yea national treasure was cool too. OK enough movie advertising. blah...... |
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| crap |
[Oct. 31st, 2004|12:02 am] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
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| | I miss you- Blink 182 | ] |
Man this sucks ass. I have to go back to fucking fort lauderdale in a few hours and I really don't want to. I feel like I am in chains and I am being dragged behind the back of a car for 13 hours. Then I will have an hour long awkward trip back from Miami to my house. Sure my mom is really excited that I am coming home, but I am not so enthusiastic. I wish I didn't have to go. I mean sure I miss you guys and it would be cool to see you guys. Just I left Florida for so many reasons and now I have to go back and deal with family bull shit again. God damn this fucking sucks. She says we have lots of fun stuff to do but I hate that I will miss Simon the whole time. I am just now getting to really know him and I have to leave. God I am really going emo right now.
I have been staring at the clock for hours and crying. Part of me just wants to get this bull shit over with and come back home and the other part just is screaming at me to just cancel the trip. So much of this trip is riding on me trying to salvege a relationship with my mother. Well enough depressed time I guess i will drag myself to the airport and get this crap over with. Blah I hate families. |
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| Phantasialand |
[Oct. 24th, 2004|01:50 pm] |
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| | Call On Me - Eric Prydz | ] |
omg yesturday me and Simon went to this theme park called Phantasialand. Man it was sooooo much fun. We went on like every ride. We were there for like 9 hours lol. We got up really really early and got there before a million people got there. There is this one ride called Mystery Castle. The damn thing goes up like 65 meters up. OMG I almost pissed my pants. I got so scared I was like omgomgomgomgomg im gunna die. I was screaming the whole time too. And some of the other rides were really cool too. I took some pictures but I cant upload them yet cuz I dont have my camera cable. O well. |
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| Monopoly |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|12:23 am] |
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| | hyper | ] |
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| | Bleeding Mascara- Atreyu | ] |
So me and Simon got sucked into this monopply game from Mc Donalds. Call us stupid if you like but it's a pretty cool couples activity that sucks up all our money. Nice huh lol. Well we get all excited when we rip off the sticker but then find out we didn't win shit or we got a stupid ass capacino. :P hehe o well. Simon is thinking about getting a digital reciever so we can get some english channels. I was getting kinda frustrated today because everything is in german and I am not fluent in the language. And I kinda miss having some friends around. But it's cool I wouldn't trade my life here for anything in the world. (well maybe turn everything english keke) Bah anyways we are thinking of going to a theme park. We were going to go tomorrow but the weather fucked that up so maybe we will go next week or maybe after I get back from Florida.
What is cool though is my dad is thinking about coming out to visit me and my sister and to meet Simon. I am pretty excited about that. I like my dad a lot and I miss my sister. The last time I saw her we both got arrested and I ended up on my dad's door step at 3 am. LOL. yea... we both got drunk from apple martinis and she was driving like 60 miles over the speed limit and cops threw her in jail for a DUI. (I hadn't seen her in 3 years on this day) but we got really close and she supported the moving to germany thing.
hmmm I will take some pictures of her when we go meet her.
buh bye |
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| Nothing |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|07:56 pm] |
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| |  geeky | ] |
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| | Fever- Kylie Minogue | ] |
Well I finished Alida. The ending was gay. So that was kinda stupid. Eh.. o well. Today I washed the Jurassic Park triology in German. I understood most of it because I could remember the movies. Hmm nothing really going on today. Blah anyways any of you do anything interesting? |
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| Hoobastank |
[Oct. 13th, 2004|02:22 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | The Reason- Hoobastank | ] |
d00d today me and Simon went to see Hoobastank. Earlier today we saw online that the first 50 people that bring their new single get to meet hoobastank. Soooo me and Simon went to cologne and bought the new single so we got to meet hoobastank. The concert was pretty cool. Three days grace was the pre-band and of course those guys rock. Man hoobastank was different then i thought they would be. That little asian dude has a lot of spunk. And he says fuck a lot more then I would have expected. Man what wasn't cool was I decided to wear this unbelievably short school girl looking skirt. Of course today was the windiest and coldest day since my arrival. So like everyone in Cologne who was shopping was looking at me. I was getting really short tempered with Simon because of it. I felt like everyone was looking at my butt. Which they probably were....
Well anyways I thought I looked good today. lol. O cool news I may have a job soon. We went to this place called the english shop. Its like a shop of stuff from england. That's where I got my new cosmo and a travel book. So I asked them if there were any openings. And the lady was like yea maybe around christmas time. So awesome I may have a job. It's around the same time as my german classes to so i could just take a bus from school to work and I would be good.
Well since we saw hoobastank and got to meet them I have my new single all autographed I will scan it and upload a picture on here later. I am so tired from today. So ya I will talk more tomorrow about the concert I am really tired right now its like 2 30 am jeez I should sleep |
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| bloop |
[Oct. 12th, 2004|12:10 am] |
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| | loved | ] |
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| | 4lyn- Stay Different | ] |
Well I ended up getting addicted to Alida today and played the thing for about like 12 hours. LOL. Well I got pretty far and I am proud of myself cuz I figured it out on my own. Anyways not like anybody cares about that....
Well since I was a lazy bum today (as usual) I don't have much to say. I know when I get back my mom wants to take me to Universal and go shopping with me and stuff. (is it just me or is she trying to pursued me to come back home) Anyways if she does try to make me stay (which I really doubt she will cuz she knows I will drop kick her) how about we all sneak up on her in her room and hog tie her til she gives me my return ticket. I don't think she can make me stay cuz she bought one of those travelocity tickets that are like non refundable and it's an eticket so I will have it anyways.
Hmm I am trying to think of a list of stuff that I am going to make her buy me when I am there any suggestions? |
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| m00t |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|01:54 am] |
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| | naughty | ] |
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| | Symphonie- Silbermond | ] |
Well today I decided maybe I will go into chemisty when i go into college. Not sure at all. Eh well I know I always liked chemistry and math so maybe I should think of a career in those fields. eh *shrugs*. Well today I watched xmen and x2 in german with english subtitles. It was pretty cool and I am starting to pick up on the german too. It is still annoying me though that I don't have a complete knowledge of the language like in a split 3 seconds. O well... I also heard today that Tom finally got my stuff back. Although... my skirt and heels are still missing. Which makes me think that his bitch sister stole them. _or_ he is keeping them for his own sick pleasures. (shudders) I really don't want to think about that. Some really should have smacked me when I was going out with him. I have no fucking idea what I was thinking. Thank god for my sexy german boyfriend.
I also went to a horse ranch today. The ponies were sooooo cute!!! But that got old after like 4 minutes... and I got cold and bored as hell. O well. hmm I got pissed off at tomb raider again today so I finally had to just put the controller down before I threw it through the tv. I decided to give my Alida game another swing. (another myst game) Actually I got into it and it's hella more relaxing then tomb raider.
anyways what's new with you people? |
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| kino |
[Oct. 10th, 2004|02:16 am] |
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| | energetic | ] |
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| | Michele Branch- 1,000 Miles (inside jk for W.C.) | ] |
Well Simon and I went to the kino (cinema) today. We almost didn't make it because we got horribly lost in Cologne. They are doing like a ton of construction around the city so it's like impossible to drive there. Well the starting and stopping made me really nervous so I was like freaking out the whole time while he was driving. That didn't make us being lost any better. (my bad) O well. When we finally did find the place we need to find a freaking place to park and of course there is like no where to park in this damn place. We found the parking house after some time because there wasn't any signs so we just sort of guess where it was. When we got our ticket and crap for the parking I got out and was like thank god I'm alive. I think Simon wanted to smack me by then. O well. We picked up our tickets and went to a Pizza Hut before we went to go see White Chicks. Our waiter was a dork. Like he really sucked, took him forever to get our food too. O well he got like a 40 cent tip anyways....
Well the movie was funny. (even though it was in german) I got it for the most part tho. Well anyways it was a funny movie you should go see it.
buh bye for now |
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| m00t |
[Oct. 8th, 2004|08:24 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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| | Always- The Butterfly Effect | ] |
Well today we found out that Autum to Ashes will be here on the 20th of November so we are excited that we get to see them live. Also I found out when I will be coming back to Florida for a visit. I fly back the 31st so I get there like the 1st of November and I leave the 14th. So just give me an e-mail if you want to hang while I am in town or whatever.
Not much going on today. I studied a bit and had to talk with my mom for awhile. Other then that things are going great here and I enjoy Germany very much so. I have been playing Tomb Raider in german so that has been fun. Except for the fact that I get pissed because I don't know the story line and I start cursing at the TV because I don't know what the hell I am supposed to do...lol. Bah I am so boring. O well |
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| another day |
[Oct. 7th, 2004|09:27 pm] |
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| | okay | ] |
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| | My Melody- Generation Fuck | ] |
Well, today I didn't do much I watched a few disney movies (with german subtitles of course) I studied and bit and waited for my boyfriend to return home from work. Sometimes I don't do much because I need to study my german. But that's ok I don't need to be doing much more then studying. Well anyways sometimes I miss home because it would be easier to be around people that speak english and I don't have to work so hard to understand stuff. O well that's the way things go sometimes. I did finally however get my camera to finally semi work. That stupid thing really pisses me off sometimes. Like it will half way work then get possessed and refuse to do anything I want it to.
Well anyways enough of this boring crap. When I do finally do something interesting maybe my live journal will get a bit more interesting or until I decide to be more interesting. Well I miss you guys and just email me or whatever if you feel like it.
ashley |
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